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July 18, 2008

Grandchildren

Deuteronomy 4:9
You must be very careful not to forget the things you have seen God do for you. Keep reminding yourselves, and tell your children and grandchildren as well.

Psalm 128:6
May you live long enough to see your grandchildren.

Proverbs 17:6
Grandparents are proud of their grandchildren, and children should be proud of their parents.

July 11, 2008

Desecrated Path

Well if you spend any time at all reading my blog you know how much my walking path means to me. I love taking long walks, short walks, hard walks, leisure walks, whatever, on it.

A of couple weeks ago I was on a walk that was quite the workout. There is this one area on this particular path that I always say to Gary when we get there, "If I ever run away from home this is where you'll find me." It is short wooded area with a stream running next to the path. When returning from the walk; the opening before I get there is always so welcoming. I feel like I'm entering the arms of God as I get to that spot. Right at the entrance is the marvelous clump of trees that I call the "family tree". It looks like a bunch of trees met there for a family reunion and they are all standing at the gate to great me as I enter in.

When I get to this spot I am on my return route and it is about the 3 mile mark for my 4 mile walk. So often I am tired and sometimes want to give up, but I can't because I still need to get home. Well, anyway, when I was coming around the bend before I reach that spot I noticed two people (a man and a woman) cutting across the grass to the path from some homes in the area. They looked to be my age and were dressed like they were going to take a leisure walk. As I go around the bend I lose sight of them until I reach the entrance to this wooded area. That is when I see them again.

They are standing in the woods right behind my tree family. It is very clear that they are not there for good purposes. The exchange of money and "something" in plastic bags makes it clear that whatever they are doing is something they don't want others to see. As I approach they look at me and I at them. I give them "the look" that my daughter always said I was so good at. I don't stop or talk with them. In fact I pick up my pace a bit so they know I'm not a threat. I'm hoping they decide this might not be a place to do whatever business they were doing in the future. It is public and often a busy path.

It saddened me as I reflected back on the experience. It was so unexpected on a beautiful Sunday afternoon in the suburbs. They didn't have tattoos or torn cloths, they just looked like a couple going for a walk that you might bump into in a grocery store somewhere. Now as I walk past what used to be my place of serenity I'm reminded of that day. I look over at the houses and pray for whoever lives there. That they will find a better way to live and that no harm comes to others in that neighborhood.

July 10, 2008

Soul tired

I've been in this funk for two days now. Not sure what it is about. But as I had my quiet time with the Lord yesterday morning I was struck by the word "soul". I started wondering where does the soul of person reside while in our earthly bodies.

I ruled out the heart because people have had heart transplants and artificial hearts and that did not change who they were at the core. So I decided the sole must reside in the brain. After some internet searching I concluded that there is no evidence to support that conclusion, just lots of various and contradicting theories. Some said the soul resided in our consciousness...but where does that reside? There was no answer to that question.

Then I began to think that perhaps the soul is somehow mixed into our DNA. That is what makes us unique and individual. But I remembered a CSI episode (again, getting my knowledge from a TV show might not be ideal) where they stated the statistics of 2 people having the exact same DNA. Apparently it is possible and yet these people would be distinctly different.

So I was left with no answer. I did a word search for "soul" in the Bible and about 400 verses in various translations came back. I read them all. It was very interesting and nothing led me to the answer I sought. What was clearly evident is that the soul and our spirit are eternal. Which got me thinking about being eternal. While I know I will live again after I die and I'll be with the Lord I thought about the fact that I am not eternal in the sense that God is eternal.

God always was, is, and will be. My existence had a beginning but it will have no end. So while I'll live in eternity I have not always been eternal. All this thinking makes me tired.